I took this a while ago, but I think I'm gunna do it again!

( random survey that no one will read... )

Only Because she came to my theater and refused to show me id for a rated-R movie :-P

Step 1. Put your playlist on random.
Step 2. Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing. (You can skip songs that are instrumental.)
Step 3. Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

( Mwahahahahaha )

Woot!

We'll see how many of you really believe in anonymity.

I want you to post anything that you want.

Anything.

Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, what you think about me, or whatever else is on your mind.

Be sure to post honestly and anonymously, though.

Post as many times as you'd like and then put this in your journal.

See what your friends and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your journal have to say.

Title: Beginnings
Characters: John Sheppard and Elizabeth Weir
Prompt: 28 Children
Word Count: 391
Rating: PG
Summary: John is waiting outside the infirmary rather impatiently…and for some reason that means everyone owes Rodney five bucks.
Author's Notes: Kind of a sequel to “I’ll Admit…” But you don’t have to read it to get this one
Remember...Comments will make me happy

( Beginning )

Title:  I'll Admit...
Characters: John Sheppard and Elizabeth Weir
Prompt: 27 Parents
Word Count: 418
Rating: PG
Summary:  Okay, I'll admit I've considered being a mother before. But I never really had the time, nor the man, with which to be a mother.
Author's Notes: Just a cute little story between John and Elizabeth...:)

Remember...Comments will make me happy

Title: Wasn't Supposed to be This Way
Characters: John Sheppard and Elizabeth Weir
Prompt: 30: Death
Word Count: 382
Rating: PG
Summary:It wasn’t supposed to be this way. He was the one who went off to risk life and limb all the time. She stayed home.
Author's Notes: Kind of a sad story. Well...not kind of...is. My first Stargate fanfic so be nice! :)

Dear People who control the lives of the characters I love to watch,

Just a Few Bullet Points
-Deep down Nathan is a good guy. Is there anyway we can save him? Plzkthx.
-Peter gets choked a bit, then throws a few punches? That's the big Sylar/Peter Showdown? Less than impressed.
-Love is all you need, Harry Potter...I mean...Peter.
-Hiro + Ando = Quite Possibly gay...Just saying
-Haha, Peter! You're Mommy loves Nathan better!! Teehee!
-I know...I whine and complain a lot...but I really do love what you are doing with the show...Just add a bit more Peter and I will be a VERY happy person

Sincerely,
Bekah

P.S. One last point. Noah? Seriously? Big bad guy that we're never sure quite what he's doing, and you name him Noah? Buy a Baby Name book please...

I feel good today...You want to know why?

This sounds stupid, but I am honest to god missing winni. For the past two years, I've missed it, but in a way kind of dreaded it at the same time. I dunno why...Maybe I felt like since I was bringing suzy I was isolating myself from the group of friends that had been there forever(No offense, Suz). Maybe because of all the bad stuff that was happening for me at home I kind of felt that my winni friends would abandon me too. Maybe it was the on pour of insults I received in my freshman year that I secretly believed to be true and couldn't figure out why anyone would like me with these flaws...I dunno why for sure...

But this year, I'm eagerly awaiting the end of July to just feel god's presence and enjoy the wonder that is Winni CFO.

My only fear is that any damage I may or may not have caused with my friends there for anything I did or didn't do is irreversable. :)

I admit that these past two years I haven't quite been myself. I've isolated myself from people, I've forecd my presense on other people too much. I know I've only got a week a year with you all and That's the impression you have of me all year. I hope that any bad impressions I've made can be forgotten and I can start again with a clean slate.

I love all of you, Winni People. I hope you all can honestly still stay the same about me.

I really don't know how much this is actually going to help me, because I don't think any winni people actually read this journal, nor how many would actually respond if they did, but I've got it off my chest, so I think I've done right.

Bekah

It's insane!!

I read his LiveJournal and want leave a comment and let him know that its all okay, or when I see him (which is rare...) I just want to give him a hug and let him know that I do care about him. The most insane part of this whole thing is that I forgot about him for those two years...pushed him to the back of my mind...and now everything I do seems to relate back to him. Because of the alphabet, he is the first name in my contacts on my cell phone. My sister wanted to see if her hand was bigger than mine (which it is...and that’s pathetic in it's own right) and that just reminded me of Kat and I comparing our hands to his at Suzy's party, and how warm his hand was when I pressed mine against his. Any time I read about England, Scotland, or Great Britain, I remember him reprimanding for referring to Scottish and British as two different things when I should've said Scottish and English. (Which is actually one of my pet peeves so it's extremely embarrassing that I screwed it up as it is) Whenever someone taller than me stands close to me, I can't help but think about the fact that he is a full foot taller than me. When ever I blush or someone reminds me that my face is red...well...obviously. Also as obviously, when my theatre teacher complains about how her and the piano don't get along, and she talks about how only a select few in this world truly understand how to play music...

This is not good. I try not to mention it. After all, I am friends with Shely. I realize how annoying it can be to hear none stop about a boy. Honestly, most of what I do say about him, is only about 2% of what I think. And even so, I think that Suzy is starting to get annoyed with it (Sorry Suzy...I'm trying) And the worst part of it all is that this will all end up fruitless. It would be one thing if all this ranting and raving got results. I mean, even Ashley dated Jake for a brief period of time. But Its pretty much a hopeless cause here.

In his LiveJournal, he wrote 'why am I me... why do I exist? I need a purpose...' If I had the guts I would say "You don't really know me, nor do you know that I read this...but if it helps any, every time I think of you it makes me smile. So maybe it's not a very good purpose, but maybe its something..."

Grr.
Paul (Since only Beatles read this anyway)

P.S. Alex-Gabby-George...If you don't know who it is by now...I might have to slap you...

For a few days now I've felt very glum and blah. I want to blame it on the fact that I've found out that I am going to have a second surgery on my jaw, but I can't. I've always kind of known that they were going to do the second surgery, and I've always kind of known that I was going to have to deal with it, but I know I will come out of it fine. Sore, unable to eat, and strange to my own sight, but fine.

Since I can't blame it on surgery, I want to blame it on boys. Currently, there are two. One who is a senior and hot, but in the back of my mind I know I don't have a chance. The other one disturbs me more. Again, I know I don't have a chance, but I really want to have a chance. I first "fell for him" (lacking better words) all the way back in KLMS, and never really lost that feeling, just hid it away when I didn't get to see him anymore. I don't know if I can ever really say we were friends, usally because I choked up and never said anything around him, but I wanted to be his friend. I stumbled upon his livejournal the other day on a friend's friend page, and read some of the more recent entries and wanted to comment on them because I felt like I had something I could say to him, but again, we were never really friends, and it just might be creepy that I would find his livejournal and leave random advice that wasn't asked for or necessary. But I would kill for him to know that I care and have him give me a chance. Hell, I wrote a story about him. Most people would just read it as a silly little love story written by a silly little girl, but maybe someone can see the hidden meaning to this whole thing.

Suzy, you were right. Secretly, and deep down I do love the attention. But it's not really the attention I love. It's the idea of what might come from that attention. Its enough to make me want to post this on Myspace where he might just stumble across it. But underneath it all, I'm still chicken, so I probably will not.

Bah Humbug. Glum and Blah.

I have glasses...

Okay, only for reading, and the doctor said I really don't need them to function as a normal teenaged girl, but he said if I was planning to read for 20 minutes or longer I should get them...and thats when I mentioned the 2 hour reading marathon I do almost every night...So reading glasses it is...


How odd...

I don't think anyone reads this really when I do update...even though that IS extremely rare...I really rarely have anything to say...hmm...maybe that's why no one reads it...

Well...I just want to say that I feel really weird...maybe thats cause I'm really tired...but whatever...

I'm gunna go now...

~~Bekah~~

P.S. Check out the hott MacGyver icon!!! YAY DEXTER!!!

Heres the rules:
1) Pick a person who is extremely important to you
2) Pick a song that you think fits your relationship with them
3) Copy the Lyrics here, and Bold the parts that are the most fitting


Person: My Little Sister, Jessica
Song: On the Ride by: Aly and AJ



The Sprouse Bros.  Icon, yet another tribute to the odd way of life my sister and I have :-)

Sorry!! My computer has been moved into my room, but I don't have internet connection in there so I have to use my brother's to get online, and anyone who knows my brother can understand how hard that is...

Anyway! I got my permit and I haven't managed to hit anything...yet...hopefully not at all...

Anyway X2, I have a game for you all...good luck

1. Post a list of up to 20 books/movies/TV shows/video games/etc. that you’ve loved at some time.
2. Have your flist guess your favourite character from each item.

My list:
1)Harry Potter (Books)
2)Harry Potter (Moives...yes, theres a difference)
3)Stargate SG-1
4)Princess Bride
5)Gilmore Girls
6)MacGyver
7)Family Guy
8)Smallville
9)Wicked
10)That 70s Show
11)The Drew Carey Show
12)Whose line is it anyway?
13)Full House
14)Boy Meets World
15)Fairly Oddparents
16)Win a date with Tad Hamilton
17)Buffy the Vampire Slayer
18)Ella Enchanted
19)Stargate Atlantis
20)Scooby-Doo: Where are you?

Good Luck all!!

~~BK~~

Okay...

So I'm not so good with the updating daily, but hey...I'm doing better than normal yes??

Anyway, I have about 65 pages of a rather boring book to finish by third block tommorow and I should prolly get cracking...

~Bekah~

(Man, it would be easier to update if more happened in my life...)

Okay, so I missed a day, but that's cause I was sleeping...


Anyway...I'm just sitting here, wishing I had another week of christmas break, and that I wasn't in VA Bch again yet. I do like New England better, no offense to anyone here, I just like it a heck of a lot better...


I think I'm done now though, I must continue to clean...

Guess what guys!!! The New year is fast approaching! I'm excited. New Years are full of kinds of new hope! May this year be a bit better than the last!!

Although I've promised this over and over...this time...I will actually update my livejournal at least weekly, though my goal is to update daily...


I think I'm done now!!

~~Bekah~~

P.S. Sam Carter rocks! yay for new icons!!

Okay, Today started good, Singing in front of the chruch and rocking!!! But then I had to do the chemestry work that I really didn't understand, So it went down hill from their...

But now its good again becuase I found a whole bunch of hot stargate stuff!!!!!! YAY!!!






~~I'm a geek...and I love it!!~~~